Lakmi’s Blog

Years from now
when you’ve forgotten me
When you love another
When you’re free of me..
Tell me..
If you see me,
As i was before..
Will you remember
You told me to stay there..
Will you remember..
you told me not to wait..
will you remember..
That you moved on..
But my life was still the same…..

I’ll be drowning
In a sea of memories..
I will be burning
Without the air i breathe..
But you’ll have moved away
Gone far away.
But my life is still the same..

Remember you told me
This was loneliness
WIthout love
Life is emptiness
Well you showed me love
Now that you’re going away
This emptiness is still the same..
This loneliness is still the same..

You tell me
that you will not care
Whether i’m happy
Whether i’m here or there
But years from now
When you see me remember
You were the one
Who told me to be right here..

Yes you will
have another to love
Yes this will
be a love long gone..
But i’ll still be here
and i’ll still be lonely..
you’ll have moved on..
you will be happy..

and a day will come
when you walk by me
you will smile
and pretend not to see
The girl you left behind…

You once told me
I was a great wind
which blew in to your life..
You once told me..
you can’t leave me..
that you don’t have strength..

So tell me..
what happened
to that love which you felt..
has it gone now..
Please tell me..
I feel your love has left..

I guess you think that
it’s easy..
to love another and forget..
But it’s my heart..
and it’s my pain..
killing me slowly with each step..

Please tell me
How you did it..
How your warm heart froze..
Coz When i cried and cried..
And looked up for you..
Suddenly, you were gone..

i’m sorry
dunno wht else to do
i’m so broken..
without you..
But you have to move on..
I have to go on..
If it’ll never be.
I can’t keep you with me..
I’m sorry..
I’m so broken..

so i’m not ur princess any more..
i’m not ur sweet angel..
The one u adore.
I’m not the dream you see
when your eyes close
The white waves dancing
at your life’s shore

Your love was like
stepping into the sun
from the morning mist..
It left my hands cold
Yet my heart so warm
and I have to say
I miss you so..

U came into my life
To show your love and leave..
But I guess this was
How it was meant to be..

I wish it were
a different time..
A different place
a different life..
But it happened now..
When love is so difficult…

I’m sorry honey..
I love you so..
But I did you wrong..
U love me no more..
& since i can’t
be urs forever..
Since we can’t..
Share dreams together..
I’ll bid you good bye..
a happy new life..
a life
without me..

Yeah..
I’m not all that pretty..
My eyes aren’t blue..
my skin isn’t cream..
I may not blush crimson..
When i think of you..
But I just wish..
You liked me that way..
WIsh you didn’t compare me..
To an ideal girl..
Coz i’m still human…
gotta heart that loves u..
Still hurting..
with thoughts of losing you..
So if you ask me the difference between
*the prettiest girl you know*
and me..
I love you..
she probably doesn’t..
I’ve cried for you..
she probably hasn’t..
So yeah…
I’m not all that pretty….
That’s ok.. I can handle it..
What hurts…
Is not being pretty
In your eyes..

My heart
is broken
into a million pieces..
like shards of glass
cutting into my chest..
it hurts me..
it bleeds me..
it tears me..
drowns me in blood..
I pick up the pieces..
slowly.. carefully..
putting it back together..
letting it heal..
only to find..
One piece is missing..
It’s not here with me..
It’s out there somewhere..
wherever you are..
and the broken heart still hurts..
and the eyes brim with tears..
and in lonely nights..
when nobody sees..
I cry for my heart..
Which is not here with me..
Please bring me back my heart..
It hurts me..
Please
bring me back my heart
to me..

Your voice..
is like a rhythm
written in heaven..
It thrills me..
drives me crazy..
Makes me happy
makes me smile..

Your eyes..
See right into me..
They warm me..
and excite me..
Like ocean waves..
dancing in the sunlight..

So i sit all alone..
Dreaming of your eyes..
Dreaming of your voice..
wishing i could turn back time..
and make u mine..
All Mine…